Thursday, October 30, 2008

i'm undefined..

Staring at blank page...Lost~
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Staring at lecture notes...Bored~
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Staring at emails, project proposals, reports, invoices...Exhausted~
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Staring at my phone..oh man~ :( No new message at all?can't beleive it.

Alright, let's back track a little bit more, this week and the week back.. was a tremendously hectic week. There were so many things need to be done and completed in short time line. Project thesis, assignment to submit on time but alhamdulillah, I survived though..

But the concern is now this very moment... I feel LOST..This are among those awkward days I get in my life. I know i have a lot of things to do.. and are doing it.. But i still feel 'isn't not enough' at all'...

I planned to revise and catch up with all my studies today.... but cant really do that. Somehow I am just not interested in the subjects I am suppose to revise on..or maybe there are too much for my tiny brain.

At many moment i just sit there and do nothing...
but lately I did a lot of thinking ... about life..and then could feel calmness inside :D



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