Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Yang Takterceritakan

Hari ini..
sendi luluh perit terasa
kelopak mata terasa berat
tulang berkeriuk pertambahan usia
malam juga sudah tidak berbintang
gelap gelita
sehingga kumeraba dalam kelam
bagaimanakah harus aku terus melangkah lagi
longlai
sehingga tidak termampu terucap
seakan menanggung beban semalam yang tak terceritakan

Semalam..
lukanya masih bersisa
kelihatannya
seolah-olah video lama menayangkan sebuah filem kehidupan
lumrah hidup yang sangat kejam
si gagah membuli si lemah
kata-kata umpama pedang menikam
hati sakit, perih dan jerih
namun hanya mampu bermonolog di dalam hati
risau akan menyakitkan hati
sesiapa yang terasa
atas provokasi ini

Esoknya
jalan masih terbentang
sempit atau luas
lurus atau berliku
kita yang tentukan
bersama usaha tawakal dan takdir Yang Maha Kuasa
mungkin
luka lama masih akan terus berparut
namun
akan kubiar saja parut membalut luka semalam
biar besar biar kecil biar setitik
biar tinggal kesan
agar ku kenal erti hidup yang sebenarnya
supaya tak ada yang perlu dikesalkan lagi..



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