dream..dream..dream

I sleep in the clouds, dream in the sky,

I'll keep dreaming as life passes me by,

I think my dreams keep me sane,

I dream of happiness, a life without pain,

some people say I'm stuck in this place,

and I'll never go anywhere,

but in my dreams I've already been there,

I know some day I'll have to wake up,

but I feel the real world is more like a nightmare,

I'm safe in my closed eye wonderland,

this poem goes to all the dreamers that understand,

no matter what they say...

keep your dreams but don't dream your life away,

p/s: copy org punya

B-U-s-Y

K-E-PoChii aKa mr/ms busyboDy
(Def:A person who meddles or pries into the affairs of others)

Every human culture has its busybodies, in all classes and of both genders. There is, it seems, a recurring human type who loves to poke their nose into other people's business. But, perlukah kepochi itu?

Into every matter must you peer, mr/ms KepocHi, but you must know that to be a busy body is hardly pays..

If we asked him/her (not to mention his gender) why bother? He/She'll answered in a manner way , "I have to be a big busybody.." So you have to be or used to be?aiyoo..

p/s: Kdg2 rasa nak tergelak pun ada. Benda xperlu tau pun dia nak tau terjenguk2..haih, mcm2 peel manusia di muka bumi ni. Betul la kata mama, ada anak 3 org pun dah macam2 ragam, sorang-sorang lain pe'elnya :D

k.i.t.a

Aizat - Lagu Kita

Deras hati ku berdetar
Di langit aku terlihatkanmu
Terang malam.... teman kita
Dengan angin meniup sayu

Ku petik gitar akustik ini
Dengan harapan dia mendengar
Melodi indah yang ku cipta
Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

CHO: Dan aku terus...
Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu
Walau berjuta mendengar
Lagu ini hanya untukmu
Arah hidup kita
Digambar bintang di angkasa
Dan berkelip melukis cinta
Terciptalah Lagu Kita

Melodi indah yang ku cipta
Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

utk dia yg keJAUHan...

H E A V E N

HEAVEN
....status YM-ku

reason? bos outstation
mood? syiokla..lg mau tanya?
any plan? revlon & silkygirl warehouse sale visit..lunch hour tomorrow

dadadaa..hati berlagu riang..

"Malam bulan dipagar bintang
Tambah seri cuaca malam
Murni sungguh ciptaan Tuhan
Bulan bintang lampu alam"

fireflies & nature park visit

Firelies & nature park visit at 15th Nov 2008. Enjoy beb dgn geng2 masteRIA Upm (bak kata shed, budak master yg riang ria, hehe)
Nyza, saja dyh letak gamabr nih bg nyza jeles..hahaha. Best nyza rugi xpi..

::On our way to Kuala S'gor::
(ekah, shed, me, MS JEY, wani, fad)

::just started,full of energy::
(ekah, sheda, mr a.k, fad & me-behind a.k)


::in the middle of sumwhere in the forest::
(shed, fad, wani, jey, ekah,me as photographer)

::the photographer::

::fireflies adventure begin::
(lin, weda, aen, me, wani, ms jey)

::last capture::
(master env eng,UPM)

it's just a matter of time

nurul KBY: hahahahaha
nurul KBY: it's a metter of time actually
nurul KBY: *matter
nurul KBY:
nani hanani: yesss
nani hanani: very true
nani hanani: kte p'caye la
nani hanani: time can change
nani hanani: huuu
nurul KBY: dx/dt
nurul KBY:
nani hanani: ahahah
nani hanani: ha
nurul KBY: dts true
nani hanani: function eh tu
nani hanani: he
nurul KBY: f(x)=dx/dt
nurul KBY: if no function, no change with time alsoo
nurul KBY:
nurul KBY: useless la
nani hanani: uhu
nurul KBY: wahh terer i sepeking bahasa matematik
nani hanani:
nani hanani: kte kn sume boel
nani hanani: *bole
nurul KBY: multitasking
nani hanani: bahase cinte2 pn bole ok


Conversation between me and nani during opis hour :D
What does it mean by it's just a matter of time?anybody pls help me

pleeasee show me the money

duit..penting ka duit
penting sgt kah smpai melanggar hak tatasusila masyrakat? mencerobohi hak awam? dan yg plg sakit hati duit punya hal dah mengganggu gugat emosi aku yg separa sedar ini.

Aku bukan xdak duit, bukan hutang keliling pinggang, bukan makan xpenah cukup, bukan juga sesak duit. Tp aku pening dengan manusia yg merelakan diri mereka menjadi hamba duit. Sebab apa? lama-kelamaan aku pun dah terikut2 jd mcm dia, jd hamba duit..

Aku xmau jd mcm dia.
xmau jd hamba duit

Aku xsalah..tp dia yg salah

ahhh...Duit punya pasal..

harapan II

harapan aku dah berkecai mcm gelas kaca jatuhberderai ke lantai

akanku cr gelas baru
biar cleaner yg cuci kaca2 itu...

love u till the end

P.S. I Love You soundtrack lyrics -- Love You 'Till The End .. The Pogues

I just want to see you When youre all alone I just want to catch you if I can I just want to be there When the morning light explodes On your face it radiates I cant escape I love you till the end I just want to tell you nothing You dont want to hear All I want is for you to say Why dont you just take me Where Ive never been before I know you want to hear me Catch my breath I love you till the end I just want to be there When were caught in the rain I just want to see you laugh not cry I just want to feel you When the night puts on its cloak Im lost for words dont tell me All I can say I love you till the end very touching and romantic movie...

satu harapan

salam..

baru abis 2 paper yg mcm hampeh..

br ym dgn wani nonstop td. Adala heavy discussion about life;

zureen aynn: kta terus hidup dengan adanya hrpn
nurul KBY: tp bila hrpn tu mula berkecai
nurul KBY: untuk apa hidup
zureen aynn: teruskan mencari harapan br
nurul KBY:
nurul KBY: bagus ayat ang
nurul KBY: aku kna tulih dlm diari nih

ps: aku rasa ada betulnya kata2 dia ni..

Enough! enough! enough!

gerak gempa bermulaaaaaaaaa.....tadaaa my exam schedule
wish me luck, hari ni amik study leave.mula2 mintak unpaid leave ja(memandangkan cutiku yg suda habis di'apply',hehe) tp bos mcm baik hati ja bg study leave. Tp skg ni, buku xbaca2 lagi. asik layan blog ja..haihhhhh

TIME TABLE FOR FINAL

SEMSTER 1 2008/2009

Master of ENVIRONMENTAL ENGINEERING

Code	Course Titles	Credit	No. of Student	Day/ Date/ Time/ Place
KKA 4103	Air Pollution Engineering	3(3+0)	27	Saturday 01/11/2008 10.00 – 12.00 pm BK 6
KKA 4102	Environmental Health Engineering	3(3+0)	25	Sunday 02/11/2008 10.00 – 12.00 pm BK 5
KKA 5102	Principles of Environmental Engineering	3(3+0)	28	Saturday 08/11/2008 10.00 – 12.00 pm BK 6
KKA 5103	Wastewater Treatment Design	3(3+0)	33	Sunday 09/11/2008 9.00 – 11.00 pm BK 3

chaiyok2!

What kind of character am I?

Mcmana kita nak kenai diri kita? Sampai tua2 galah mcm ni pun masih xtau karakter sendiri. Maybe karakter yg selalu berubah2 kot..

Cool, shy, quiet, cheerful, friendly, playful, serious, secretive, independent, unpredictable..(antara karakter diriku mengikut pandangan teman2)

Somehow i dont really know my character yet
so, could u give / choose one for me?

pening fikir karakter diri sendiri..hahaha..btw, comey dak?..(mesti ada yg gatai tgn nak tulis..karakter : cheeky la tu).nvmd.

chemistry-sexual or intelectual?

'eh, kite baru ja nak ckp mcm tu, u dah ckp dulu..kita ni mcm ada chemistry la.."

Pernah x u all dlm situasi mcm tu? bila sorang kwn kita ni ada saja yg dia nak ckp or fikir exactly sama dgn apa yg tgh kita fikir..

Aku selalu melalui situasi mcm tu. ada teori x pasal chemistry between two human? To me, chemistry is a connection, a bond or common feeling between two people and it starts very early in a friendship/relationship. SO, in this case the chemistry bukanlah hanya bermaksud antara sepasang kekasih ka or antara husband and wife..but boleh jugak between two close or best friend.Positive or negative chemistry is often one of the first feelings two people have about each other. It can be verbal or nonverbal, conscious or unconscious

Chemistry isn't not only about the equation, or mass balance. And i also always got redmark on my chemistry paper! Master ni pun xbrapa nak pass chemical equation tu. But the chemistry between two people is one of those non-quantitative variables in life that you just can't control. When you find the combination of great sexual chemistry and a friend, you know you found a good thing.

SO between you and partner..how much does chemistry count? Lu fikirla sendiri haha..but dont worry the chemistry can grow though the relationship.

My conclusion;
chemistry + sexual = relationship between a couple who falling in love
while chemistry + intelectual = happens for friendship

i'm undefined..

Staring at blank page...Lost~
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Staring at lecture notes...Bored~
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Staring at emails, project proposals, reports, invoices...Exhausted~
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Staring at my phone..oh man~ :( No new message at all?can't beleive it.

Alright, let's back track a little bit more, this week and the week back.. was a tremendously hectic week. There were so many things need to be done and completed in short time line. Project thesis, assignment to submit on time but alhamdulillah, I survived though..

But the concern is now this very moment... I feel LOST..This are among those awkward days I get in my life. I know i have a lot of things to do.. and are doing it.. But i still feel 'isn't not enough' at all'...

I planned to revise and catch up with all my studies today.... but cant really do that. Somehow I am just not interested in the subjects I am suppose to revise on..or maybe there are too much for my tiny brain.

At many moment i just sit there and do nothing...
but lately I did a lot of thinking ... about life..and then could feel calmness inside :D

a day at theme park

Ahad..cuti! xdak class considering as study week. FUh susah tol manusia 24/7 ni nak rehat..
Pi Sunway Lagoon ngn mak lang's family. Pay Rm48 per entry, fuh..last2 kocek dah tu.
nway, enjoy sgt2. hilang semua tension2 serabut2.

budak sebelah ni takut sangat but i still maintain cool..:D

Open Haus

daren ni nmpak sgt la kepoci dia

DSA with DPs supergirlzz

we are the supergirlz ..beware of us darren

makan time

pinguin2..uhh uhh

Salam..this niu n3 about my office's jamuan raya. Menu jamuan open haus ;

1) MAIN DISH - nasi beriani JM (delicious+ berlemak + beminyak equivalent to tak berapa bagus tuk kesihatan tp tetap disukai ramai )

2) SIDE DISH - pasemboq SS15 yg femes sgt tu.. (slalu baca blog jebon claimed pasemboq & cendol kt cni sdp sgt..)

3) Kek cokelat & lapis senghawak(ikut pelat nana)

4) Kuih bwg, 2 bijik epal, 2 bijik sunquick (kenapa mesti 2 bijik?..eheehheee)

get rid the sneakers n get the loafer..

---repost from previous entry from fs blog--

another boring day & doing nothing..
belek2 tenet about the entertainment industry(local music industry)..

actually,i should improve my general knowledge,political issues, instead of music/entertainent industry yg aku belek..patutnya aku baca bab rukun negara,sej msia ka,angkasawan progrmmd ka..coz got interview this sunday..malasnyaa nak membaca =P

belek punya belek..ada la jumpa & baca one site ni.cari forum.but it’s too boring coz several topic (that sounds very interesting 2 me) are restriction zone that i cant go tru.iyo la aku kan unregistered member..haha.but aku terpasan 1 interesting topic ni,anuar zain fans..haaa apalagi trus right click-open as a new tab la..

suma forumers dok cita2 pasal anuar zain.cita psl old-story dia la.the forumers biasala tertarik la kat isu darkside dia.manusia mmg suka sgt cita psl hal buruk org.psl hal ke’gay’an dia la..lembut la.But byk gak compliments dr the forumers about his characters..gentleman,softspoken,well-behaved,got a good voice etc..

eh apa yg aku nak story mory ni..haha.melalut lak.xda pekdahnya nak jd pengkritik dunia hiburan.wasting money n time!

actually aku nak katakan yang ciri2 anuar zen tu ada ciri2 lelaki idaman aku.but exception for the ‘gays’ thing ok =).& 1 more thing that i just realize(with kema last week) for the time being, rasa dah makin dewasa..so ciri2 ‘our guy’ pon berubah
dulu2 suka je tgk lelaki muka busuk with the sneakers n ntah apa2 tulisan yang ada kat tshirt..mcm rock la konon..lagi selekeh or selebet lagi cool..cets wekk.

but skg ni dah xmain dah suma2 tu.yg plg pntg neat+sedap mataku n mata org tuaku memandang kira okla.plus,,bertanggungjawb,beriman,berilmu,bole trima diri seadanya.haa..lagi satu mestila ber$$$ !!haha…suma benda nak mkn,pakai perlukan $$$ rite..

so,get rid the sneakers n get the loafer..

<–oh tuhan..jauhkan diriku dari obsesi lelaki ini..

Just because I feel better doesn’t mean I am better

My real job now begins. I have to find land and build a life.

I suppose that’s why I still feel as if I am depressed. But I don’t think I am really. I’ve using the term "shell shocked" and it probably is still a good terminology. Until I find a focus on what to do next I’m going to remain floating.

Of course I’m being lazy about doing anything, but I’m still nervous about how I feel (will I remain feeling stable?) and I am distinctly nervous about making any sweeping decisions about my life given the way I feel.

I suspect if I had a spouse, they would have become annoyed with my wishy-washy attitude. My parents are beginning to think I am being tiresome.

I’ve been making lists of the things I can do, and the things I want to do. I have followed my feelings and that of others and aimed high. But at the same time, it is still difficult visualising myself doing these things. The wounds of the last decade have taken their toll and are manifesting as fears of competence and, well, just fears. I am having a great problem just starting…

so,anybody can help me? =(

obsesi

TADAAA...!!!

let me introduce u this is my dear ..(since i dont have enough RMs founding the 'new dear' rite now..Actually kan, ms N kan tak malula nak ngaku yg ms N ni agak obses la dgn beg tgn besaq2 ni smp mama msN pun dah bising2, 'apala along nak buat beg besaq ni'. Tak pa la ma...janji ms N suka..hehe

Ermm.. ms N pun terpikir, what does it look without my big elle?Since ms N have nothing to do. So ms N pun selongkaqla beg opis msN ni.. guess what msN dpt??


lagi byk brg dlm elle ms N, lg la ms N suka..

selain obses ngn beg besar msN gak obses ngn brg2 digital. Brg2 digital yg up to date. tp biasala msN suka ja.tp msN xla mampu sgt nak blei selalu.

Mkanan pulak, ms N obses sgt2 kat mihun tomyam anjung, kedai mkn bwh opis ms N. Boleh dikatakan tiap2 hari mesti ms N nak kena mkn mihun tomyam tu. Otherwise my day is not completed. Obsesi yg ni mmg ms N mampu.makan punya hal beb..

Erm..skg ni ms N obsesi sgt2 ngn tbwazmsapt2..itu mmg not affordable..obsesi yg inila yg selalu buatkan ms N sedih sgt kenangkan nasib ms N :(

mr M

Hari ni ms N bengang sgt2 dgn mr M. ada saja yg xkena kt mata dia. .

Bila ms N bengang ngn mr M mulala ms N jadik stress.
Stress..ms N try gak goggle finding some facts about stress management. Bukan apa takut ms N jd gila, susah pulak hidup ,mr M nnt. There were a lot of causes of stress.Here it is, my personal list;

1) mr M yg byk songeh..itu ini
2) mr M yg byk sgt kelentong ms N
3) mr M yg memeluatkan
4) mr M yg slalu sbbkan ms N lambat bole tidoq
5) mr M yg selalu ja leh tau/agak apa yg ms M pikir, buat.benci.

semua sbb mr M...but for the time being mmg ms N tak boleh lari dari dia..huhuuuu. nasib badan.untung sabut timbul untung batu tenggelam untung nasib ms N? hanya Tuhan saja yg tahu..

Minal Aidil Walfaizin

Salam bloggers2 sekaliannya..Minal Aidil Walfaizin.Apa maksud dia?aku pun tak tahu...:D

Mesti la ni semua org pun dok lemau ngn ketupat, rendang, kek lapis (faveret i nih) etc. Dulu time bulan puasa turun Kg (without 's'), la ni naik berkgs (with 's')..hehe. Ada la plak kwn2 ms N yg bg 'sokongan konon2nyala 'takpe, raya kan sebulan'..byk la sebulan.puasa angpa cukup sebulan ka. Maka moralnya ingat2la org tersayang.ya la, nnt 'dia' dah xmau sbb dah mcm nangka berbalut sbb baju lama muat2 badan.heeee.

Ms N got lots open house invitations from relatives & friends this weekend.Fuh, mmg add sumore kilos ahh *blurppp*. Emm..ms N pikir2, bagus gak open haus ni, RM dah <, leh jimat2 sket RM..alahai duitt..pening fikir duit.

Nah..a few pictures of ms N with frens & family for your refreshment!LOL

zarqalians 00-02

who sits on the left,right,front,back of you in
class ?? (zarqali '2002)
-left: xda org
-right: mazdiana (dah jd wife org )
-front: ayat omar
-back: umi salmah

Name any 7 girls in ur class -
-kema = kemut
- diana = loqlaq budak nih
-zuaini = nonstop talking
- rina = brutal look but soft inside=
- umi = the 'garangness'
- kusul = mana hilang?
-jue - knk2 ribena look alike but kawin cepat


-Name any 7 guys in ur class:

- rahimy - ayam
- hasbul- alim bdk ni
- syuk - pandai baca Al-Quran
- pok cik - 'khamis boy'
- adli = sempoi ..
-min = anak sultan
- azri = always the mastermind

whose the most quietest
- kok - jiwang but brilliant

class clown
- adli azhana

most hardworking
- hasbul

most sweetest
- rina kot..

most innocent
- nazihah

always get into trouble
- totok a.k.a fahmi (when there is anything to be deal with the girls..)

most funny
- dik ana...

best moment in class
panjat bukit mertajam

what you do during recess
lepak2 kat koop makan eskrem..gossiping

whose contact do you have
ada la

what you do during class
sleep like baby..ahahaa

who always laugh in class
semua

fav hangout with friends in skool
ujung toilet girls blok H..


i miss u olls..

Vacation Chronology..hahahaha..

*ni kes syok sendiri, excited !

*bila kami bertiga jumpa..ginila gayanya, gerrlieee!LOL

Finally, dpt jugak ms N, ayat omar & hani p bercuti. Rupanya susah gak nak bercuti sekali sekala eh bila dah jadi career woman nih..benci.

everyone has their first time...

Salam you all..

ni nak cerita pasal ms N punya FIRST TIME..

first time dpt adik..ms N jd xketahuan..jeles nak kat adik sendiri

first time pindah sekolah..ms N syokla sbb ms N jdik femes

first time ms N dpt love letter.ms N sembunyi dalam sampul letak belakang almari buku,takut mama ms N nampak

first time pi boarding school, ms N cool ja. xteriak pun u'll taw.mama & abah ms N yg teriak. ms N rasa bangga lah dgn ke'cool'an ms N time tu. tp sat ja..pastu ayaq mata ms n mengalir takhenti2 bila mama & abah ms N balik.lehehe

first time blajaq naik moto,ms N tatau mana break moto! hmpir2 masuk bendang ms N ni tau

first time blajaq keta.ms N dah terlanggaq pagar umah.

first time keja..hahaha.ms N kena halau keluar meeting.bengong tul. hampeh sungguh perasaan ms N time tu

first time dpt gaji, ms N joli katak sampai kena minta elaun'pama'.malunya..

first time suka org , hati ms N rasa sgt berdebar2..malunya

1st entry

Salam....this is my 1st entry..tgk kema blogging rasa mcm teringin pulak..hehe.

-saja nak try-