Enough! enough! enough!

gerak gempa bermulaaaaaaaaa.....tadaaa my exam schedule
wish me luck, hari ni amik study leave.mula2 mintak unpaid leave ja(memandangkan cutiku yg suda habis di'apply',hehe) tp bos mcm baik hati ja bg study leave. Tp skg ni, buku xbaca2 lagi. asik layan blog ja..haihhhhh

TIME TABLE FOR FINAL

SEMSTER 1 2008/2009

Master of ENVIRONMENTAL ENGINEERING

Code	Course Titles	Credit	No. of Student	Day/ Date/ Time/ Place
KKA 4103	Air Pollution Engineering	3(3+0)	27	Saturday 01/11/2008 10.00 – 12.00 pm BK 6
KKA 4102	Environmental Health Engineering	3(3+0)	25	Sunday 02/11/2008 10.00 – 12.00 pm BK 5
KKA 5102	Principles of Environmental Engineering	3(3+0)	28	Saturday 08/11/2008 10.00 – 12.00 pm BK 6
KKA 5103	Wastewater Treatment Design	3(3+0)	33	Sunday 09/11/2008 9.00 – 11.00 pm BK 3

chaiyok2!

What kind of character am I?

Mcmana kita nak kenai diri kita? Sampai tua2 galah mcm ni pun masih xtau karakter sendiri. Maybe karakter yg selalu berubah2 kot..

Cool, shy, quiet, cheerful, friendly, playful, serious, secretive, independent, unpredictable..(antara karakter diriku mengikut pandangan teman2)

Somehow i dont really know my character yet
so, could u give / choose one for me?

pening fikir karakter diri sendiri..hahaha..btw, comey dak?..(mesti ada yg gatai tgn nak tulis..karakter : cheeky la tu).nvmd.

chemistry-sexual or intelectual?

'eh, kite baru ja nak ckp mcm tu, u dah ckp dulu..kita ni mcm ada chemistry la.."

Pernah x u all dlm situasi mcm tu? bila sorang kwn kita ni ada saja yg dia nak ckp or fikir exactly sama dgn apa yg tgh kita fikir..

Aku selalu melalui situasi mcm tu. ada teori x pasal chemistry between two human? To me, chemistry is a connection, a bond or common feeling between two people and it starts very early in a friendship/relationship. SO, in this case the chemistry bukanlah hanya bermaksud antara sepasang kekasih ka or antara husband and wife..but boleh jugak between two close or best friend.Positive or negative chemistry is often one of the first feelings two people have about each other. It can be verbal or nonverbal, conscious or unconscious

Chemistry isn't not only about the equation, or mass balance. And i also always got redmark on my chemistry paper! Master ni pun xbrapa nak pass chemical equation tu. But the chemistry between two people is one of those non-quantitative variables in life that you just can't control. When you find the combination of great sexual chemistry and a friend, you know you found a good thing.

SO between you and partner..how much does chemistry count? Lu fikirla sendiri haha..but dont worry the chemistry can grow though the relationship.

My conclusion;
chemistry + sexual = relationship between a couple who falling in love
while chemistry + intelectual = happens for friendship

i'm undefined..

Staring at blank page...Lost~
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Staring at lecture notes...Bored~
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Staring at emails, project proposals, reports, invoices...Exhausted~
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Staring at my phone..oh man~ :( No new message at all?can't beleive it.

Alright, let's back track a little bit more, this week and the week back.. was a tremendously hectic week. There were so many things need to be done and completed in short time line. Project thesis, assignment to submit on time but alhamdulillah, I survived though..

But the concern is now this very moment... I feel LOST..This are among those awkward days I get in my life. I know i have a lot of things to do.. and are doing it.. But i still feel 'isn't not enough' at all'...

I planned to revise and catch up with all my studies today.... but cant really do that. Somehow I am just not interested in the subjects I am suppose to revise on..or maybe there are too much for my tiny brain.

At many moment i just sit there and do nothing...
but lately I did a lot of thinking ... about life..and then could feel calmness inside :D

a day at theme park

Ahad..cuti! xdak class considering as study week. FUh susah tol manusia 24/7 ni nak rehat..
Pi Sunway Lagoon ngn mak lang's family. Pay Rm48 per entry, fuh..last2 kocek dah tu.
nway, enjoy sgt2. hilang semua tension2 serabut2.

budak sebelah ni takut sangat but i still maintain cool..:D

Open Haus

daren ni nmpak sgt la kepoci dia

DSA with DPs supergirlzz

we are the supergirlz ..beware of us darren

makan time

pinguin2..uhh uhh

Salam..this niu n3 about my office's jamuan raya. Menu jamuan open haus ;

1) MAIN DISH - nasi beriani JM (delicious+ berlemak + beminyak equivalent to tak berapa bagus tuk kesihatan tp tetap disukai ramai )

2) SIDE DISH - pasemboq SS15 yg femes sgt tu.. (slalu baca blog jebon claimed pasemboq & cendol kt cni sdp sgt..)

3) Kek cokelat & lapis senghawak(ikut pelat nana)

4) Kuih bwg, 2 bijik epal, 2 bijik sunquick (kenapa mesti 2 bijik?..eheehheee)

get rid the sneakers n get the loafer..

---repost from previous entry from fs blog--

another boring day & doing nothing..
belek2 tenet about the entertainment industry(local music industry)..

actually,i should improve my general knowledge,political issues, instead of music/entertainent industry yg aku belek..patutnya aku baca bab rukun negara,sej msia ka,angkasawan progrmmd ka..coz got interview this sunday..malasnyaa nak membaca =P

belek punya belek..ada la jumpa & baca one site ni.cari forum.but it’s too boring coz several topic (that sounds very interesting 2 me) are restriction zone that i cant go tru.iyo la aku kan unregistered member..haha.but aku terpasan 1 interesting topic ni,anuar zain fans..haaa apalagi trus right click-open as a new tab la..

suma forumers dok cita2 pasal anuar zain.cita psl old-story dia la.the forumers biasala tertarik la kat isu darkside dia.manusia mmg suka sgt cita psl hal buruk org.psl hal ke’gay’an dia la..lembut la.But byk gak compliments dr the forumers about his characters..gentleman,softspoken,well-behaved,got a good voice etc..

eh apa yg aku nak story mory ni..haha.melalut lak.xda pekdahnya nak jd pengkritik dunia hiburan.wasting money n time!

actually aku nak katakan yang ciri2 anuar zen tu ada ciri2 lelaki idaman aku.but exception for the ‘gays’ thing ok =).& 1 more thing that i just realize(with kema last week) for the time being, rasa dah makin dewasa..so ciri2 ‘our guy’ pon berubah
dulu2 suka je tgk lelaki muka busuk with the sneakers n ntah apa2 tulisan yang ada kat tshirt..mcm rock la konon..lagi selekeh or selebet lagi cool..cets wekk.

but skg ni dah xmain dah suma2 tu.yg plg pntg neat+sedap mataku n mata org tuaku memandang kira okla.plus,,bertanggungjawb,beriman,berilmu,bole trima diri seadanya.haa..lagi satu mestila ber$$$ !!haha…suma benda nak mkn,pakai perlukan $$$ rite..

so,get rid the sneakers n get the loafer..

<–oh tuhan..jauhkan diriku dari obsesi lelaki ini..

Just because I feel better doesn’t mean I am better

My real job now begins. I have to find land and build a life.

I suppose that’s why I still feel as if I am depressed. But I don’t think I am really. I’ve using the term "shell shocked" and it probably is still a good terminology. Until I find a focus on what to do next I’m going to remain floating.

Of course I’m being lazy about doing anything, but I’m still nervous about how I feel (will I remain feeling stable?) and I am distinctly nervous about making any sweeping decisions about my life given the way I feel.

I suspect if I had a spouse, they would have become annoyed with my wishy-washy attitude. My parents are beginning to think I am being tiresome.

I’ve been making lists of the things I can do, and the things I want to do. I have followed my feelings and that of others and aimed high. But at the same time, it is still difficult visualising myself doing these things. The wounds of the last decade have taken their toll and are manifesting as fears of competence and, well, just fears. I am having a great problem just starting…

so,anybody can help me? =(

obsesi

TADAAA...!!!

let me introduce u this is my dear ..(since i dont have enough RMs founding the 'new dear' rite now..Actually kan, ms N kan tak malula nak ngaku yg ms N ni agak obses la dgn beg tgn besaq2 ni smp mama msN pun dah bising2, 'apala along nak buat beg besaq ni'. Tak pa la ma...janji ms N suka..hehe

Ermm.. ms N pun terpikir, what does it look without my big elle?Since ms N have nothing to do. So ms N pun selongkaqla beg opis msN ni.. guess what msN dpt??


lagi byk brg dlm elle ms N, lg la ms N suka..

selain obses ngn beg besar msN gak obses ngn brg2 digital. Brg2 digital yg up to date. tp biasala msN suka ja.tp msN xla mampu sgt nak blei selalu.

Mkanan pulak, ms N obses sgt2 kat mihun tomyam anjung, kedai mkn bwh opis ms N. Boleh dikatakan tiap2 hari mesti ms N nak kena mkn mihun tomyam tu. Otherwise my day is not completed. Obsesi yg ni mmg ms N mampu.makan punya hal beb..

Erm..skg ni ms N obsesi sgt2 ngn tbwazmsapt2..itu mmg not affordable..obsesi yg inila yg selalu buatkan ms N sedih sgt kenangkan nasib ms N :(

mr M

Hari ni ms N bengang sgt2 dgn mr M. ada saja yg xkena kt mata dia. .

Bila ms N bengang ngn mr M mulala ms N jadik stress.
Stress..ms N try gak goggle finding some facts about stress management. Bukan apa takut ms N jd gila, susah pulak hidup ,mr M nnt. There were a lot of causes of stress.Here it is, my personal list;

1) mr M yg byk songeh..itu ini
2) mr M yg byk sgt kelentong ms N
3) mr M yg memeluatkan
4) mr M yg slalu sbbkan ms N lambat bole tidoq
5) mr M yg selalu ja leh tau/agak apa yg ms M pikir, buat.benci.

semua sbb mr M...but for the time being mmg ms N tak boleh lari dari dia..huhuuuu. nasib badan.untung sabut timbul untung batu tenggelam untung nasib ms N? hanya Tuhan saja yg tahu..

Minal Aidil Walfaizin

Salam bloggers2 sekaliannya..Minal Aidil Walfaizin.Apa maksud dia?aku pun tak tahu...:D

Mesti la ni semua org pun dok lemau ngn ketupat, rendang, kek lapis (faveret i nih) etc. Dulu time bulan puasa turun Kg (without 's'), la ni naik berkgs (with 's')..hehe. Ada la plak kwn2 ms N yg bg 'sokongan konon2nyala 'takpe, raya kan sebulan'..byk la sebulan.puasa angpa cukup sebulan ka. Maka moralnya ingat2la org tersayang.ya la, nnt 'dia' dah xmau sbb dah mcm nangka berbalut sbb baju lama muat2 badan.heeee.

Ms N got lots open house invitations from relatives & friends this weekend.Fuh, mmg add sumore kilos ahh *blurppp*. Emm..ms N pikir2, bagus gak open haus ni, RM dah <, leh jimat2 sket RM..alahai duitt..pening fikir duit.

Nah..a few pictures of ms N with frens & family for your refreshment!LOL