silly

Still in the office..doing silly-silly thingy

I have a lot of works..and yet done but have to wait 'him' give another instructions..

so..it is infinity workssssssssssssssssss

he (him no 2) always asking us, "hey, what are you doing?"
so perhaps i should ask back..."what are you doing there..??!!!"

HATEMYJOB!!

Date : 18th February 2009
Time : 7.22pm
Location : Office
Mood : Definitely BAD!!

It was so called a hectic day. I can't concentrate on my job! i and this feeling annoys me day by day..and now felt that can't stand anymore.

By today i declair that IHATEMYJOB..so how do i stay motivated myself?
the reasons are;

*such as inconsistent management policies
*ckp xserupa bikin
*low morale
*having to work overtime just to keep up with everything (I'm on salary so I'm not getting paid for this extra time)
*no incentive!
*no motivation
*negative+negative+negative 'mind-injection'
*u have to stay becoz now is recession time..bullSHIT!

I absolutely hate my job right now and I feel depressed. Am I depressed because I hate my job or do I hate my job because I am depressed?

Once again..Am I depressed or do i only HATEMYJOB?
or..It's not "either/or." It's probably both.

and I also hate him and him!
uhuhu...How did a nice person like me get stuck in a place like this?

road not taken

My new update is dedicated to all my friends outhere who always keep telling me about their 'down' year (ref to this year,2009). These are their probs and somehow mine's too. SO i keep telling me this and that just to make sure that nothing should 'down' me anymore and anyhow..and perhaps it could help u too..

1) My friends complaining they were almost losing them self, low self confidence..lack of happiness in their life, no luck at all, .bla bla bla bla..

and i also felt the same but i'm kept telling myself that; nurul hidayah, u should be focused on what u want along with what make u happy and don't worry about what others think about u. It doesn't matter at all. Always being humble, striving to be the best person u can be while constantly working to improve urself

2) Impress of other people's life..their successful life, high pay salary, owned luxury,fab cars, surrounding with handsome, kind and cool boyfriends...bla bla bla..and blahhh

also, I'm feel exactly the same.

3) Life is unfair and no happiness at all

Cheer up dudezz!!I think being unhappy takes a lot of energy, because when u are so focused on the unhappy side(and it's exhausting), your immune system doesn't have the proper energy to function as it should..

4) Why it's so hard to find true love?

*I believed it is because we have expectations..:)) betui dak? and the expectations were too high..
*Simple... too many people have too many flaws. Remove smokers, there goes 50%. Remove yang xberapa cool, there goes another 40%..remove no brains dude, there goes 10%..so how? hahahhaa .But dont worry the time will come because sometimes that which is most worth having is not what is easily achieved.

Tapi kdg2 kita ni manusia biasa..
tak terlepas dr rasa tertekan..
and...
bila time mcm tu dtg..
Please don’t ask me that n;stupid question' over and over and over again

kdg2 rasa blog ni buat aku meroyan pulak..hhahaa

layannn

Jelita Punya Pasaaii

Jelita's Expenses (1 until 16 Feb)

* Battery baru (sbb kong dgn tiba2) = RM140
* Servis (45,000km ) = RM 155
* Tyre (goodyear) x 3bijik = RM135 x 3 = RM405
* Tiub/Balancing/alignment/brek = RM95
* Minyak keta bulan ni = RM 50x4 = RM200 (estimate..)
* Misc = RM 30

TOTAL = RM 995 ~rm1000!!!!

Hampeh btoi, mmg buat aku 'karput'(kata2 yg selalu dikatakan oleh member mastEria aku merujuk kepada ekonomi masing2 di pertengahan bulan). Semalam mmg aku beli sandal baru, sandal scholl yg memang mahai sikit tapi selesa. tak sangka pulak si jelita ni nak jugak kasut baru..bukan sepasang tp satu setengah psg..ceh..mahai dr tuan pulak tu..xaci betui.

Pi service kat perodua sbg jaya awai2 pagi dah melayang rm155 xpa lg.sekali workshop man tu ckp tyre kena tukaq la dah nampak dawai..hah?? dasat tol sampai mcm tu sekali. Erm aku pulak xbwk cash kat perodua tu so ckp kt abg tu nnt la i dtg psg tyre baru (padahal aku xsuka stok2 tyre yg direkomen perodua..So patah balik Kelana Jaya cari kedai tyre and tukar tyre baru..Abis kat c2 saja dah RM500! duit oh duit..tiba2 rasa nak boyfren kaya!(bole x)..hahahaaTp xpala..dr bahaya baik tukar ja tayar2 tu. Sedap pun sedap bawak..smooth ja..

2days before battery kong.tu mmg salah aku.xpenah nak check air battery kan dah kong.tukarla seketol Rm140. Minyak keta pun byk ulang alik UPM-KJ..touch & go...bla bla..

Fikir pasal duit, rasa sakit hati..tp igt kwn2 SEMUA TU DUNIAWI JA..xkemana pun. Mcm konsep material balance gak..

*input=accumulation + output. Kalau accumulation byk sgt susah gak (bila tgk konsep ni terigat STP ahahha..mmg la budak sisaan aku nih)

Buat sapa2 yang tak tau STP tu apa..

STP= tangki kumbahan tu, sinonim dgn IWK
kalau accumulate byk sgt bendasing2 dlm tangki tu kan dah kurangkan keefisienan tangki..

is it make sense to u?

hahahahaha (i dont think so!)

swing

Aku nak pi holiday yeay!

cita-cita

Tensionnya pasal final project ni..material xcukup lagi. dah la menipiskan poket aku bulan ni..dh dekat 4ratus habis.haihhh

*tension punya pasai, td p giant beli drawing block and oil pastel color!!!!
*aku nak stat melukis
*aku nak jd seniman eh seniwati..
*org kata la kan, konon2nya apa yang rasa dlm jiwa seorang artist tu boleh diinterpretasikan dlm kertas
*'mmg boleh ka?'
*takpa nak try tgk nak jd lukisan apa..
*nak tgk ada jiwa artis x dlm diri aku ni..org seni kan mempunyai perasaan yang sgt halus.aku mmg pun termasuk dlm kategori tu..ngeeee

p/s: tp aku xkan upload drawing aku dlm ni..hahahhaa.xpasai2 kena gelak nnt :D

birthday

panasnya malam ni.dah 2x dah aku memandikan diri..

3hb feb lalu birthday aku.dah 24tahun.mcm xpercaya.tp kena percaya..thanks to sapa2 yg sudi me'wish'kan aku 'happy birthday'. Ada 2 persoalan yang aku nak tanya;

1) dah lama nak tanya kenapa mesti 'happy' pada 'happy birthday?
Dulu aku xpenah nak tanya..sebabnya aku rasa hepi ja bila setiap kali birthday.

Igt lagi time birthday 18th..semua pakat xsabar konon2nya dpt msuk wayang without restriction. yg 18 semua tu leh msk.padahal bukan nak tgk sgt pun. konon2 dah boleh drive keta. dah xpyh pakai uniform sekolah..mcm2la.

Then, masa 21st birthday, konon2nya bila dah 21st dapatla rantai kunci..AKu siap dpt 2rantai kunci lagi..konon2nya dah lepas kandang la kot.boleh bukak kandang sendiri hahaha..sat ja rasa moment tu berlalu

skg dah 24thn nak bukak apa pulak kali ni.tp kali ni aku separa hepi ja.mybe dah mulai rasa apa erti kehidupan sebenar2nya..bukan mcm cerita cinderella, bukan mcm snow white, bukan juga mcm cita korea, ...rupa2nya hidup mcm dlm siri 'kisah benar tv3' tu.. mungkin byk sgt tekanan ditempat kerja atau tekanan yang direka2 sendiri dgn niat sengaja nak menyusahkan otak sendiri.

dan ucapan birthday juga berbeza dulu dan kini;
dulu-dulu:
**"happy birthday .SWEET 17teen"

kini;
**"happy 24th birthday darlink.dan leh kawen ni,bila nak makan nasik minyak ko?dah keja dah kn.."

2) kemana hilang perkataan "SWEET" itu????

Luckily, i've received 2 bears as birthday present from my friends and cousins. One cute medium size bear given by my lovely cousin (named it as 'tett')

and another one from yg colleagues (named it as 'muah2') dont ask me why 'muah2'l only me know the answer

So 'jelita' got 2 friends..Jelita was given by my uni friends on my 21st birthday..kira Jelita ni senior la.Jelita jgn buli tett dgn muah2 ye.


So bila dpt bears agak rasa hepi(sebab tu jd separa hepi) because at least i knew that somebody outhere still recognize me as a YOUNG lady

..and then i feel sOo young...lalalalala
**talking rubbish**
hahahhaa

**tett dan jelita - muah2 xda dia tgh merajuk :D

Actually umur makin meningkat dosa pahala semakin bertambah dan semakin mendekati mati..insaf.